Hey Girl, Keep going, ok?



 The past few months was hectic for me.
It drained my energy, my motivation.
I keep telling myself
To keep on going,
Keep moving forward.
i keep telling myself that everything happen for a reason.


Take a deep breath and smile.
I guess,
what I can do right now is just 
stay motivated and keep going forward.
He knows what's best for me.
Trust Him.

*****

These what I wrote for myself last two months.
Now It's may already
I think I managed to be as strong as I want myself to be but
Unfortunately,
Last week,
 I heard something that is so painful for me to know


Someone said
I LOOK UGLY
Yes they said
UGLY
UGLY
UGLY
UGLY

Yes
Yes
Yes
I know...
I know that I may not be the most beautiful girl on earth
But don't laaa said I'm ugly...

At first I just take it easy and smiling
But
Deep inside I was crying like crazy

That day was the worst day of the week.
But I managed not to cry
Which is a big accomplishment for me
(As a crybaby)

If this event happen to the last two year Me,
Then I would probably crying like crazy
Until I can't breath properly.

But i'm so lucky to have a very supportive friends besides me
The one who always believe in me
And always tahan with my perangai.
Yes, they have stayed with me since the last 5 years but
Now i am matured enough to appreciate their presence more.
Sebab
Before this, when someone give me advice,
 I will dengar guna telinga kiri keluar telingan kanan
Just because nak jaga EGO
Hihihihi

But now da kurang sikit EGO tu that's why boleh appreciate people more.
People changed kan...
Yes I admit that I was such a jerk last few years,
But I've learned my lesson and
 I try to be a better NADIA NORDIN
Slowly but surely, Amin

So the conclusion is that
I love being me the most and I will keep on doing so.
So to those who
I label as JEALOUS people,
You are welcome to keep kutuk2 me or say a bad thing about me behind my back
Because
I got free pahala yeayyyyy
thank you soooo much


And to those who have the same
Low self-esteem as me,
It's ok to feel down and low about yourself
But remember to keep loving yourself because no one would love you like you do.
And keep do you coz that's what you do best.
And keep smiling and be happy ok.
Don't forget to have courage and be kind

posted on: 2nd MAY 2017


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